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9th-Dec-2008 09:26 pm(no subject)
apparently i'm super badass.

they think i have a scar on my temporal lobe.
which means that i porbbably have/had severe head tramua.

but then again, it could be something else.

but it's a guess.

plus, it's really baddassss.
5th-Dec-2008 06:03 pm(no subject)
they found something in my CAT scan.

I lost 5 pounds this week

I am done exams.
1st-Dec-2008 02:06 pm - moving
t- minus 2 years
the plan is SET
im moving
for good
to my homeland
of sunny australia

im so excited.


ive been talking to ash lots lately and shes looking into places for me to work and places to live just out of the city. we'll get super cute bikes and ride everywhere.

ill be reunited with my highschool :)
26th-Nov-2008 08:47 pm(no subject)
They found nothing in my blood.

I go to the hospital friday.

Boohoo. I want to know whats up!
25th-Nov-2008 12:21 am(no subject)


do you believe in ghosts?
if yes

do you ever see ghosts?
if yes

what happens?
and

what do they look like?


for me: yes, but i hate the word haunted. i dont feel haunted becasue i dont feel there here for me to be scared of.
i see them allllll the time. have been since i was at least 8
i see figures, or coulours move
and the air temp changes and sometimes things move.

18th-Nov-2008 08:55 pm(no subject)
i lost close to 3 pounds last week.
i fit into new jeans today :)

thats nice to feel.
cept i still feel like i can't move until i loose some more.
17th-Nov-2008 02:50 pm - grade rant and excitement
WHAT IS THIS AMAZINGNESS.
when did this all start happening. when did i start being GOOD AT SCHOOL?

today started off nerve wraccccking becasue i got one project back and the teacher was waaay off on marking.
it was to cut a scene in half and he said i didnt do that but he was wrong but hardly moved my grade which ill talk to him about later.

but then in tech, we hadnt gotten a single grade back yet so i was nervous when he said we get all of them back today.
so i start off getting a 90% on the 5% construction section. good. i have never gotten a 90%. ever in uni.
so then the teacher tells us to go downstairs and get the grades down there for 20% of our grade- the biggest project.

so i do.
it's not there.
i run up to find him, and he tells me to go into his office and he'll look into it.
he starts beng all frazzeled and looking around anxiously for my paper which is MIA.
he turned to me and says this
WELL, I DONT UNDERSTAND. WHATS GOING ON.
and now im worried i didnt hand it in or something stupid like that.
THEEEEN he goes
WELL, I HAVE TO FIND IT, YOU GOT THE HIGHEST GRADE IN CLASS. WHOOOOOAH GEEEZ THATS A HIGH GRADE.
and i can't stop smiling. so i figure, like a 93? i dont know the grades. everyone downstairs got 86s. so i didnt know.

we go back downstairs, he finds it, i got a fucking 97.
a 97%!!

i got the top grade on a project.
when the fuck has that EVER HAPPENED TO ME? never.

i am so full of happiness. i feel like i can do stuff! FINALLY
10th-Nov-2008 12:07 am(no subject)
Hello.
I don't think anyone reads this, which is alright.
I'm worried more so people I know will read it, and judge me.
But i could care less who else reads it.

But anyways.
I was in T.O this weekend, and I saw my camp friends.
which makes me super depressed when I return home. Becasue they all have adult jobs and I'm just not there yet,

I only had ONE "episode' this weekend :) which was brilliant.
but hardly any sleep. sucks,


but anyways. just telling everyone, im still alive.
31st-Oct-2008 01:39 pm(no subject)
I had my first full body 'kick' last night.
I felt it coming on, but I was paralzied from it.
It lasted no more then 5 seconds, but the before and after math was much longer.

right as I was drifting off to sleep, i felt it coming, and every muscel was affected.
so much pain this morning, my legs can't seem to take the strain of walking.
28th-Oct-2008 09:47 pm(no subject)
So, I went to the doctors. they said they now think i'm having partical seizures.
but they're not sure

my drivers license is suspended till im tested and seizure free for a period of time.
and im not drinking anymore becasue im on 5 pills a night.

the thing im worried about is telling my parents.
oh well.

oh and i got blood taken for the FIRST TIME. it hurt a little and after, like usual, but i was so close to passing out after. the lady just kept teling me to keep talking to her and i seriously felt like i could just kick her. the last thing i barlycould do was speak.
the room changed colours and i felt sick to my stomach, kinda felt like one of my seizures to the exteme. then she helped me up and she layed me on a bed and i spent a good 15 minutes there, and they had to get me sugar to make sure i could stand up.
my arm barely hurts now and there is just a whole on my left arm. they took 3 bottles of blood from me! and if i have seizures, i'll be getting it done once a month. thats what i was told anyways. SWEET.

anyways, CT scan soon, then neurologist, then EEG. but i just want results, whatever they are.
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