My friend who I have met & contacted via msn has been exceptionally sad lately and i havent been able to lift her spirits.
she spoke last time about drowning herself and i fear for the wrost.
i talked her mostly out of it, and she obviously didnt want to since she told me.
but i am still worried.
she has been MIA for a while, since I have been so busy.
she promised if she did try anything she'd leave me a message goodbye, which will hurt, but i'll know.
i am cleaning and wont stop until i pass out so i dont have to think about it.
fuck. i am so sad.